Yep, it’s that time of year, it’s December aka Yay finally Summer aka the most stressful month of the year. In a few weeks time It will be my 25th birthday then a week later it will be Christmas then New Years, so crazy to think in 30 days it will be 2017. How fucking crazy is that? This year has gone very slowly, it hasn’t been that crazy compared to last year, last year was shit, absolutely shit.
There is a part of me that isn’t looking forward to Christmas just because my mum isn’t around anymore, I don’t want to sound mean or bitter, it’s not like I hate Christmas, I love this time of year it’s just people put way too much stress on themselves to make everything wonderful and perfect but at the end of the day as long as you are with the ones you love does anything else matter?
I plan to eat fish and chips on the beach, swim in the ocean and build sandcastles, that sounds like a great Christmas and of course I want to go around and give food, drinks and small other gifts for people who don’t have families around or even a place to live.
I hope and I’m looking forward to 2017. Every year I always make resolutions even though I NEVER keep them, I guess they aren’t realistic enough.
But for next year I have a few things I want to change about my life but first of all I just want to be happy and healthy, also I want to move out of home, get a full time job and buy my own car.
I’ve always been scared to step out into the real world, but I can’t it still anymore, I need to do something about it, I need a change.
December for me has always been the month for reflection looking back at 2016, looking at the highs and the lows, put all my thoughts and feelings into a box with a bow on it and let it go and move on.
I hope 2017, will be a happy and bright year
Until next time